First Verse: a journey through the Psalms: Psalm 3

“O Lord, I have so many enemies; so many are against me.”
(Psalm 3:1, NLT)

We have an enemy who seeks to not only make our lives miserable (he is much more destructive than that), but desires to keep us blind, in bondage and render us ineffective by any means possible.  Too often we think we are our own enemy and turn to self-loathing, hating ourselves for our failures, our struggles, and our sin.    But we are not the real enemy.  So we must confess these things and allow our loving Father to do His work in our lives because He has freed us from the power of sin.

Too often we think other people are the enemy.  True, they are flawed as much as we are, struggling with their own failures and sin, and often make things difficult for us.  But they are not the real enemy.  In fact, the enemy desires to keep them blind, in bondage and render them ineffective by any means possible as well.  He succeeds when we turn on one another, bickering, biting, devouring and destroying, rather than loving one another.

Scripture tells us to keep in mind who this true enemy is.
“For we are not fighting against flesh-and-blood enemies, but against evil rulers and authorities of the unseen world, against mighty powers in this dark world, and against evil spirits in the heavenly places.”  (Ephesians 6:12, NLT)

This enemy is a thief and he has an agenda.
Jesus reminds us what this enemy desires to do.
“The thief’s purpose is to steal and kill and destroy.” (John 10:10a, NLT)

But Jesus has a different plan.
“My purpose is to give them a rich and satisfying life.”  (John 10:10b, NLT)

Where in your life does the enemy keep you blind to the joy and the abundant life that Jesus has for you?  Where does the enemy keep you in bondage?  What are the shackles that imprison you?  Addiction, diversion, worry, bitterness, unforgiveness?  Where in your walk with Christ does the enemy render you ineffective and defeated because of his lies?

Jesus can set you free from this things.  When He sets you free, you are truly free.

Father, open my eyes to see the life you have for me.  Make me aware of the enemy’s work in my life so I can cast off everything that hinders and slows me down and the sin that wraps itself around my feet and entangles me.  Let me run with perseverance the race you have for me, always keeping my eyes on Jesus, the author and perfecter of my faith.
(from Hebrews 12:1-2)

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First Verse: a journey through the Psalms: Psalm 2

“Why are the nations so angry? Why do they waste their time with futile plans?”
(Psalm 2:1, NLT)

Merriam Webster describes anger as: “a strong feeling of being upset or annoyed because of something wrong or bad: the feeling that makes someone want to hurt other people.”

There is a lot of anger in the world.  We see it on the road when one driver cuts another drive off.  We see it in the grocery lines when someone takes too long or has more than ten items in the express checkout.  We see it on the sports field when one player doesn’t like another player’s action.  Or even when a parent doesn’t like a call against their child or their child’s team.  We see people from one political party raging against the perceived evils of another political party.  We see it in our faith communities when one tradition does not agree with the practices or beliefs of another tradition.  We see it on our homes, in our streets, in our schools, in our cities.

True, some anger rises up when we see a wrong or an injustice against the weak or the helpless.  This type of anger, if handled wisely, can lead to intervention, protection and assistance.  God calls us to this kind of action, because it is motived by love and compassion.

“The kind of fasting I want is this: Remove the chains of oppression and the yoke of injustice, and let the oppressed go free. Share your food with the hungry and open your homes to the homeless poor. Give clothes to those who have nothing to wear, and do not refuse to help your own relatives.”  (Isaiah 58:6-7, GNT)

However, most anger comes from our own selfish desires.  In the pursuit of what we want, we end up being the instigator, the oppressor, the one inflicting pain on others.   Scripture calls us to consider:

“Where do all the fights and quarrels among you come from? They come from your desires for pleasure, which are constantly fighting within you. You want things, but you cannot have them, so you are ready to kill; you strongly desire things, but you cannot get them, so you quarrel and fight. You do not have what you want because you do not ask God for it. And when you ask, you do not receive it, because your motives are bad; you ask for things to use for your own pleasures.”   (James 4:1-3, GNT)

When you are angry, is it motivated by love and genuine concern for another’s wellbeing?  Or is it motivated by selfishness, by trying to get what you want, whether it be power, possession or position, regardless of how grand or how insignificant?

Father, forgive me when I hurt others in my anger, rather than loving them.  Forgive me when I pursue my own selfish gain, rather than wanting to seek the good of those around me.

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First Verse: a journey through the Psalms: Psalm 1

“Oh, the joys of those who do not follow the advice of the wicked, or stand around with sinners, or join in with mockers.”
(Psalm 1:1, NLT)

Seems everyone has an opinion.  Family.  Friends.  Coworkers.  Strangers.  Mostly with good intentions, I’m sure.  But opinions are shared and advice is given whether asked for or not.  It’s easy to tell someone else what he/she should do.  And wherever we look, answers show up for everyone with (or without) a question.  From commercials telling us why we need spotless floors, spotless clothes and spotless teeth, to magazine headlines telling us how to find that perfect someone, keep that spouse happy, and what to do if we find that he/she’s not perfect and we’re not happy.   Self-help programs, diet plans, and ways to fix this or fix that fill book shelves and websites.  Advertisements riddle our Facebook profiles, tailored to our browsing habits.  And don’t even get me started on the stuff that fills our email spam box.

But not all advice is created equal.  And not all advice comes from trustworthy sources.  In fact, a lot of advice is probably very questionable.  It does matter to where and to whom we turn to for guidance.

God’s word is trustworthy.  It provides insight into what God knows that works and what doesn’t.  “All Scripture is inspired by God and is useful to teach us what is true and to make us realize what is wrong in our lives. It corrects us when we are wrong and teaches us to do what is right. God uses it to prepare and equip his people to do every good work.” (2 Timothy 3:16, NLT).

Jesus is someone we can follow.  He tells us “If you trust me, you are trusting not only me, but also God who sent me. For when you see me, you are seeing the one who sent me. I have come as a light to shine in this dark world, so that all who put their trust in me will no longer remain in the dark.”
(John 12:44-46, NLT)

The Holy Spirit is our perfect counselor.  He teaches those who follow Jesus.  “But you have received the Holy Spirit, and he lives within you, so you don’t need anyone to teach you what is true. For the Spirit teaches you everything you need to know, and what he teaches is true—it is not a lie. So just as he has taught you, remain in fellowship with Christ.” (1 John 2:27, NLT)

Where do you get your advice?  Do you follow the advice of anyone who comes along with the next great thing or, as the Psalmist says, do you find joy because you do not follow their advice, but rather turn to God’s word and to His Spirit for guidance?

Heavenly Father, I want to trust you and not depend on my own understanding.  I want to seek your will in everything because I know you will show me the best way.  Amen.
(from Proverbs 3:5-6, NLT)

 

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First Verse: a journey through the Psalms

Four years ago I attended a prayer retreat and began a new chapter of my prayer journey. Vic Black, U.S. prayer director for The Navigators, introduced me to the concept of journaling the Psalms in the first person, as though God Himself were speaking to me.  I found the idea intriguing and immediately tried it out.  To my delight, my efforts quickly became an intimate conversation between my Heavenly Father and myself.  Over the course of several years, I rewrote selected Psalms as my prayer to my Father and then would use the same Psalm as His answer back to me. As I journaled, I related the words of the Psalm to whatever was going on in my life at that time and let my heart cry out from the depths of myself, as I imagine the original Psalmist did. When I journaled the Psalm as though God Himself were speaking to me, answering my prayer, I asked the Holy Spirit to guide me and I listened to see what truths He had for me in the Psalm.

A little over a year ago, I started a journal just for the Psalms, labeling it Praying the Psalms.   I began with Psalm 1 and journaled them one by one. Some of the longer Psalms I broke down into several prayers, especially Psalm 119, which I prayed by letter. With twenty-two letters, it took two months. I’ve now worked my way through Psalm 144 and with only six more to go and plenty of pages left in my journal, I will start over again at Psalm 1.

Recently, the Lord introduced me to two additional ideas, this time with regard to the first verse of each Psalms. My husband, using a Bible app on his iPhone, flipped through the Psalms and noticed the first verse of each one as it appeared on his screen. He commented how each first verse stood out when read successively that way. Not long after, a friend shared how the people in Jesus’ day (and some still today) would have immediately recalled the entire Psalm when just the first verse was quoted. (For those who memorize Scripture, its like hearing the first few words of a passage and instantly recalling the rest of the passage. Or for music lovers, hearing the first few words/notes of a song and recalling the entire the song). So when Jesus said on the cross in Matthew 27:46 (NLT), “My God, my God, why have you abandoned me?” quoting from Psalm 22, those listening would have recalled the entire Psalm, all the way through its description of struggles, enemies, trust, and praise, to the final verse, “His righteous acts will be told to those not yet born.
 They will hear about everything he has done.”

As I considered the power of the first verse, I decided to try a new activity and use it as a blog series:  a  journey through the first verses of the Psalms, writing a short devotional on each one. Just as the Lord started a new chapter in my prayer journey with journaling the Psalms in the first person, I look forward to this new chapter on the first verse and I invite you to join me on this journey.

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Little Light

Little Light floated about, shining her light as brightly as she could.
“Oh Daddy,” she said, floating up and down excitedly. “I’m bigger this year. I’m bigger. I just know it.”
Daddy Light smiled down at Little Light. “Yes, Little Light,” he said. “You are definitely bigger this year.”
Little Light beamed. “Then I can shine all on my own this year,” she declared. “Can’t I?” she added, a bit uncertainly. “I can shine all on my own on the Special Day, Like Big Sister and Big Brother?”
She loved the Special Day. Every light came out on the Special Day to shine their brightest and best.
“We shall see,” Daddy Light told her.

Little Light flew off to find her friend, Little Yellow Light.
“I am so excited,” she cried when she found Little Yellow Light. “The Special Day is almost here. Daddy said I might be able to shine all on my own. Do you want to practice shining together?”
Little Yellow Light only glanced at Little Light and said, “No, I do not have time to practice shining. I am on my way to get more light. It is the season, you know.”
She did not even say good-bye, but quickly floated away.
Little Light sadly watched her go.

A flash of light flew by.
Little Light jumped, startled. Brother Light did not stop as he speed away.
“Where are you going?” she called after him.
“To get more light, of course.” Sister Light slowed down to answer as she flew by Little Light. “It is the season, you know.”
“But why the hurry?” Little Light wanted to know.
“Well, because,” Sister Light replied, “the Blinking Lights said it is the season to get more light, so more light we must get.” And off she flew.
Little Light was puzzled.

Later, Little Light asked her mother, “Mother, why is my friend Yellow Light, and Brother and Sister Light in such a rush to get more light?”
“Hmmmm?” Mother Light replied. She watched the Blinking Lights, blinking off then on, off then on, over and over.
As they blinked, the Blinking Lights told everyone to hurry and get more light. “It is the season,” they said. “So don’t delay. Hurry and get more light.”
“Mother,” Little Light tried again.
“What?” Mother Light said. “Oh, Little Light. I can’t talk right now. I must go and get more light.”
Little Light sighed.
“Whatever is the matter?” Mother Light gave Little Light a worried look. “Are you not feeling well?”
“Oh, I am fine. But…” Little Light started to answer.
Mother Light brightened. “Wonderful. Then come with me to get more light.” She quickly floated off. Little Light hurried to catch up.

The crowds of lights jostled Little Light about as she followed Mother Light. The other lights rushed here and there, scooping up more light like it would all soon be gone.
“Why is everyone in such a hurry to get more light,” Little Light asked loudly, to be heard above the noise.
A bright green light paused for a moment and looked at Little Light.
“Did you not hear the Blinking Lights?” the green light said. “It is the season to get more light.” The green light shook her head and quickly hurried away.
Above the buzz of lights hurrying about, Little Light heard the Blinking Lights announcing where the best deals on light could be found. They urged everyone to hurry and show up early for these great deals before they were gone.
“But isn’t light available all the time?” Little Light persisted. “Why the rush to get it now?”
Another light, a red light, flickered angrily at Little Light’s remark.
“Well,” the red light said indignantly. “Of course we have to get light now, it is the season you know.”
The other nearby lights flickered in agreement.
“The Blinking Lights tell us it is time to get light,” a blue light said.
“The Blinking Lights must surely know the right time to get lights,” added another light.
“Shush, now, Little Light,” Mother Light said. She glimmered in embarrassment and hurried Little Light along.
Little Light felt troubled by this.

Little Light followed Mother Light from place to place, wondering when Mother Light would be content with the amount of light she carried.
Little Light noticed that some lights carried much more light than other lights. And some lights seemed to hurry around but carried little or no light at all.
Not too far away, a little red light cried and flashed her dim little light. “I want more light,” she said. “I want more light.”
“It’s not fair,” a dim green light carrying very little light declared. “Why should those lights have the privilege of getting more light?” She flashed her green light enviously toward some very pretty purple lights floating about with their overflowing piles of light.
A dim yellow light grumbled and flickered in agreement.
“Mother,” Little Light said, “Why do some lights carry much more light than others? And why do some lights carry little or no light at all?”
Mother Light glanced up from looking through a stack of light to see what Little Light was talking about.
“It takes energy, Little Light, to get light,” she replied. “And some lights have more energy than others. Those with more energy can get more light. Those with less energy can only get a little light.” She floated away, satisfied with her answer.
“Or not get any light at all,” Little Light said sadly, as she watched one dim little light follow quietly behind his dimly lit mother, who carried no light at all.

Mother Light finally floated over to a counter to pay for her light.
The pale green light behind the counter flickered wearily as she took Mother Light’s energy and handed her the light all prettily and neatly bundled up.
“Thank you,” Mother Light said politely as she took her light. “Have a wonderful season.”
“Yes, Ma’am,” the light said, sighing as she looked past Mother Light at the long line of jostling, grumbling, pushing lights, waiting to pay for their loads of new lights.

On the way home, Little Light saw a strange sight.
A crowd of dim lights gathered around a couple of bright white lights. The white lights offered the dim lights some of their energy. Some of the dim lights blinked gratefully as they accepted the energy from the white lights. Some of the dim lights blinked with embarrassment, but took the energy offered to them. Some of the dim lights, however, blinked angrily, suspiciously looking at the energy offered to them and comparing it to the energy offered to other dim lights.
“Mother,” Little Light said. “What are the white lights doing?”
Mother shrugged. “They are sharing their energy with those who do not have any.”
“That is wonderful,” Little Light declared. “So they can get more light too.”
“Hummf.” A bright blue light floated by, looking disapprovingly at the white lights. “How silly to give away energy to help the dim lights.”
Little Light was puzzled. “But why?” she asked the bright blue light.
“Hummf.” The bright blue light said again. “The dims lights should shine brighter if they want energy to get more light.”
“Huh?” Little Light said.
But the bright blue light seemed quite pleased in his logic and floated away in a huff.
The bright white lights smiled and continued to share their energy with the dim lights.

The next day, Little Light drifted about happily. She loved the fact that the season also brought days off from Light School.
As she floated on her way, hoping Little Yellow Light would be done worrying about getting more light, she saw something that made her stop and look more closely.
She saw the many lights still floating about, hurrying here and there. But as they did, the lights kept a distance from a small band of lights, ten weakly shining lights. The ten lights floated away from the other lights, all on their own.
Little Light counted nine violet lights and one orange light. She floated closer.
The lights shone, not dimly, like the dim lights with little energy, but weakly, feebly, blinking oddly as if there was something wrong with them.
As she drew near, they pulled back away from her little bright light.
“Whatever is wrong?” she asked.
“Do not come any closer,” one of the violet lights said.
Little Light paused. “Why do you shine so oddly?”
The weak, feeble lights blinked unhappily.
“Our lights are not working properly,” another light said. “Do not come any closer or your light might stop working properly as well.”
“Oh,” Little Light replied. “Whatever will you do?
She brightened suddenly, with an idea. “If you get more light, will that help? Maybe the white lights will give you some of their energy to get more light.”
“No,” one odd light said. “Even if we had the energy to get more light, it would not help. We might have more light, but we would still shine feebly and still blink oddly.”
“We are not able to be helped,” another odd light said.
Little Light flickered in frustration.

The nearby lights began blinking and buzzing in excitement.
Little Light looked around. What were they excited about? She flew closer to find out. The lights crowded together and Little Light tried to squeeze between a couple of large lights. She knew it was impolite, but she wanted to see. The lights shoved and pushed about so much that Little Light finally gave up.
She floated back away from the crowd. She watched and waited. Behind her, the weak, feeble lights floated by themselves.
She heard “oooos and aaaahhs” from the other lights. She tried hopping up and down to see. But could not. Little Light sighed.

Then Little Light saw him. He was a beautiful Great Gold Light and he slowly approached the crowd. She stared in wonder.
The Great Gold Light shone brightly. Brighter than any light Little Light had ever seen. He was different than all other lights. Brighter. Bolder. Warmer. Welcoming.
Little Light watched as the Great Gold Light floated by the crowds. But the crowds did not notice. They continued to clamor about whatever had their attention. The weak, feeble lights, however, noticed him. They watched him as he passed by.
“Can you help them?” Little Light called to him. She was not sure why, but she was sure the Great Gold Light could help. She twinkled with delight when he stopped and looked at her. He looked to the ten weak, feeble lights huddled together away from the crowds.
The Great Gold Light approached the ten lights. Their lights glowed with uncertainty and a little hope.
“Can you help us?” one of the lights asked.
The Great Gold Light smiled and then shone brighter and brighter, his light growing and shining all over the lights until they began to glow brightly, nine bright violet lights and one bright orange light.
The once weak and feeble lights cried out with joy and flew away, shining brightly as they went.

“How wonderful,” Little Light laughed. She beamed at the beautiful Great Gold Light. He still glowed brightly. “How did you do it?” she asked.
Not too far away, the Blinking Lights continued to blink their message “Get more light, get more light. Use your energy and get more light.”
“That’s what I do,” the Great Gold Light said. “I bring light into the world.”
“Oh, you must have a lot of energy to have so much light to give,” Little Light said.
All around, the other lights continued to use their energy to get more light, hurrying here and there, trying to find the right light, the best light, unaware of the wonderful thing that just happened.
“I do not need energy,” the Great Gold Light answered. Little Light looked at him curiously. He smiled. “I share my light,” he said.
Nearby, the crowd continued to gather, buzzing and bustling, but paying no attention to the Great Gold Light who shared his light.
Little Light wondered what he would do next. Would he shine brightly and get the attention of the lights rushing about in search of more light? Would he shine brightly and overwhelm the silly Blinking Lights?
Little Light noticed the orange light, now shining brightly, approaching the Great Gold Light again.
As he flew up, he said “Thank you. Thank you, sir, for making me to shine so brightly.”
The Great Gold Light shone warmly and said, “Go and shine, your light will always glow brightly.”
At that, Little Light giggled with delight.
But Blinking Lights continued with their message, and the other lights continued to rush about.

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