Diversions

I started to write about distractions that interrupt my writing. But as I reviewed those things keeping me from writing, I realized they were diversions rather than distractions.

Distractions are pesky little critters that sidetrack me from what I’m working on. Draw me away from what I purposed to do. Divert me from the way set before me. Things like piles of laundry. Dirty bathrooms. Social media. Emails and text messages.

But diversions are what take me off my schedule. They are a part of life. In fact, they are what make up life. They may be planned (like a much needed vacation) and they may be unexpected (like an illness). Or a little bit of both. I cruise along in my writing goals, make some headway, see some progress, then suddenly there’s a diversion. And I have to reassess, replan and reengage.

During our planned trip to Pennsylvania, while spending time with family and working through dad’s task list, I still managed to finish the chapter synopsis for Mists of Time, (except for the final scenes, which I hadn’t finished yet) and the final edits of Wonder: Contemplating the Mysteries of God. I scheduled my writing time around the planned diversions.

When we returned home, I had a mini stay-retreat (as opposed to a stay-cation) when the guys went to Colorado for the weekend. Along with catching up with friends I hadn’t seen in a while (scheduled around my writing time), I also finished the final scenes of Mists of Time, wrote the synopsis, ordered a proof copy of Wonder, and set up some online marketing (Facebook page posts at this point) for Wonder‘s release in November.

Then the guys returned and the unplanned but expected diversions crept in. Good diversions. Life. Things I didn’t want to miss. But still, drawing me away from my writing goals.

My husband bought a new toy while in Colorado. A sailboat kayak. Something we saw years ago at a home and garden show in San Antonio. Since then, he’s wanted one. So he was very excited when his uncle found a used one for sale at an incredible price. Too good to pass up. Obviously, he brought it home.  And he was eager to get it out on the lake to try it out.

 

Me, I love kayaking and it’s hard to stay home and write when he’s out on the water. Especially Canyon Lake, my favorite place on the planet (right along with Guam and the Grand Tetons, but closer and with less bears). So, of course, I go.

 

Our youngest had one week left at home before returning to college. So, of course, I wanted to spend time with him before he left. We also had to make preps and plans to move him into his first apartment. Oh, and August always has birthdays to celebrate.

I’ve also had the joy of sharing wedding plans and preps with our son and future daughter-in-law. I’ve had a lot of fun hunting for treasures and discussing ideas with her as we eagerly look forward to the big day.

Life is good. Life is full. And oh the good things make it hard to pull away and write. With Mists done, I’ve been working on several proposals to send to agents and editors and I still need to finish (each one asks for something a little different). I’ve also noted areas in Mists to edit/change and I still need to finish. I have the second book in the series outlined and sixty percent of it written and I still need to finish. I have the first book of another series roughly outlined, ready to flesh out. And I still need to finish.

And since they won’t write themselves (well, they kind of do, when I actually sit down at the computer, but that’s another blog altogether), I have to choose wisely how and where I spend my time. So many stories, so little time. I set my goals. I make my plans. Knowing diversions will come.

Good diversions. Things I don’t want to miss out on.

Yet still, so many stories, so little time.

A quick end note, diversions have the capacity to help the creative juices. While kayaking, I came up with the location and new beginning of one of my very first novel series ideas. I’m kind of excited. It’s like that first love that slipped away come back to visit again. Or, is it another diversion from the things I’m working on?

Distractions. Diversions. And so many stories. So little time.

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Living Wisely and Well

     Recently, a sweet friend left this life and stepped into the presence of our Lord. We, along with a crowd of family and friends attended her celebration of life this past weekend. And surely as I’m sitting her, I know there was a great crowd of witnesses welcoming her home. For she knew, as cancer ravaged the clay vessel of her temporary dwelling, she had an eternal home with a heavenly body waiting for her.

Although we celebrate the indescribably and glorious joy set before her, we also mourn, as I know she must have when she first received her death sentence, her diagnosis of cancer. We mourn because we have eternity set in our hearts and we long for death to be swallowed up in victory. We mourn because we know we have been created for more than this, more than suffering, more than disease, more than death. So we groan (and mourn) with all of creation, awaiting redemption, awaiting for all things to be made new.

As I joined others in the worship and the message (my friend wanted the focus to be on our Savior and not on herself) we couldn’t help but contemplate, appreciate, participate in the bitter blessing she was given to live out in her finals years. For she was more aware of the coming day when her life on this earth would be done.

We all know our days have been numbered and the Lord knows each one, but we are not always privy to that news. Too often our life here is done before we had the chance to do it well. We are too busy striving, too busy planning, too busy worrying to truly live.

Jesus had a few words to say about that. And they comfort us when things are hard. They seem a nice thought for one day, when things settle down. But now. Well, we’ve got this and that and the other.

My friend however, knowing she was not promised the years to come, lived life big, lived life abundantly, lived life colorful and lived life well. In doing so, she also died well.

As I wiped the tears from my eyes, my heart was challenged, my soul convicted, my spirit confronted. How will I live each day? That thing I’m afraid of, will I take the leap? (my friend went skydiving!). That thing I’ve been putting off, will I do? (my friend did the things now she knew she couldn’t do later). That conversation I’ve been avoiding, will I speak? (my friend always asked the hard questions).

The choice, as I consider my friend’s life and death, is to do as she did, to set aside the Chayei sha’ah, the fleeting life, and embrace Chayei olam, the lasting life. To live life well.

Teach us to realize the brevity of life, so that we may grow in wisdom. 
Psalm 90:12 (NLT)

Scriptures referenced:
crowd of witnesses – Hebrews 12:1
clay vessel, temporary dwelling, eternal home, heavenly body – 2 Corinthians 5:1-4
eternity set in our hearts – Ecclesiastes 3:11
death to be swallowed up in victory – 1 Corinthians 15:4
groan with all creation – Romans 8:22
Lord knows each one – Psalm 139:16
Jesus had a few words – Matthew 6:25-34

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Answers in the quiet

quietSometimes it would be nice if we had signposts set out for us. “This way.” “Turn here.” “Left up ahead.”

We might even appreciate, “Second star to the right and straight on ’til morning.”

But instead we often feel like Bilbo in the goblin caves.

”’Go back?’ he thought. ‘No good at all! Go sideways? Impossible! Go forward? Only thing to do! On we go!’ So up he got and trotted along with his little sword held in front of him and one hand feeling the wall, and his heart all of a patter and a pitter.”

I’ve got my sword (the word of God) and on I trot, but my heart is often all of a patter and a pitter, hoping for some clear direction

Still. The time of quiet. Prayer. Listening. It draws me close to the Father’s heart. Refreshes me. And only one thing to do, go forward. So on I go. Trusting him to open what needs to open. Close what should be closed. Make straight the way ahead.

Jon and I have finished Wonder, our second book in our photo devotionals, the Be Still series. I will step out in faith and do a little marketing for a November release, just in time for the holidays (and various fairs and book events).

I have to say, it’s been an incredible blessing to be able to work with my talented, sweet husband in putting the books together. God revealed to me Jon’s heart through his photographs. When we were dating, Jon put together a slide show (yes, slides, the old slide carousel, and a projector) with piano background music. The slides were his photos, showing God’s creation from sunup to sundown. The pictures provided a glimpse of how he saw the world, a peek into his heart and soul. And I loved what I saw.

Ever since, wherever we lived, we have always found a sunset watching spot and he has always taken pictures. Up until recently, his pictures have lived in a box (pre digital) or on his computer. They captured a bit of God’s creation and gave glimpses of God’s glory and I wanted to share them with others. Thus, the inspiration of our first book, Praise: Proclaiming the Glory of God. I included “Book One” on the cover, as a promise to myself that there would be others. As I sought direction for the second, the Lord brought to mind the many notes I took in a woman’s bible study on Isaiah. I poured over and prayed over the notes, identified twenty-four verses and wrote twenty-four devotionals. Wonder: Contemplating the Mysteries of God slowly came together. But we needed pictures. New pictures. Ones to complement and communicate the accompanying truths.

So we set out on a journey, a trip from Texas, to Arizona, Utah, Wyoming, Colorado and home again. Our goal, besides visiting places we hadn’t been to, was for Jon to take pictures for the book. Before we left, a sweet friend in my writer’s group prayed that the Lord would show off during our trip. That become our prayer of expectation.

Lord, how will you show up and show off today?

Every day he did. And when I look at some of the photos, and remember the challenging opportunities those days presented, I am amazed (but not really surprised, actually) that they made for some of the best photographs for the devotional.
Of course.

Because isn’t that how the Lord is?

secret gate
“Still round the corner there may wait
A new road or a secret gate
And though I oft have passed them by
A day will come at last when I
Shall take the hidden paths that run
West of the Moon, East of the Sun.”
― J.R.R. Tolkien

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Showing off in the quiet

My morning outings

Sometimes life’s interruptions provide the opportunity to rest.

And reflection

Such has been my experience this week.

The past two months (maybe more) have been quite hectic and while the unexpected, unplanned trip to my dad’s seemed like another thing on the long list of busyness, it actually kept me from jumping right back into everything.

It gave me a chance to take a deep breath.

In our task-oriented and achievement-minded culture, it is easy to be caught up in work, service and activities. They may be good things. They may be distractions. They may energize us. They may exhaust us. They may be the very things we should be doing. They may keep us from doing the things we aught.

My mornings have been a time to be alone, to listen, to breathe, to let my praise reflect back to the Lord the beauty of his creation. And to ask, “What do you have for me, Lord?”

To begin with, be refreshed, restored, recharged.

“Come to me,
all you who are weary and burdened,
and I will give you rest.”
Matthew 28:11

 

Then, because so many people were coming and going that they did not even have a chance to eat, he said to them,
“Come with me by yourselves to a quiet place and get some rest.”
Matthew 6:31

 

And He said,
“My presence shall go with you,
and I will give you rest.”
Exodus 20:8-10.

 

“In peace
I will lie down and sleep (rest),
for you alone, LORD,
make me dwell in safety.”
Psalm 4:8

 

Then

“Call to me, and I will answer you; I will tell you wonderful and marvelous things that you know nothing about. ”
Jeremiah 33:3

The LORD says, “I will teach you the way you should go; I will instruct you and advise you.”
Psalm 32:8

Next time: What the Lord has shown me in the midst of the quiet.

 

One might hope a thing to be a certain way, then smile with delight of it being true.

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Showing off in our fear, anxiety and worry

In Yellowstone and Grand Teton National Parks we noticed warnings posted everywhere instructing what to do in a bear encounter. Bear spray was encouraged for hikers. For $50 a can, I thought it was a scam. But after a little investigation, I discovered it to be real (basically pepper spray complete with instructions on how to use it and make a calm getaway, in case we startled a bear and it came after us). “The best life insurance you can buy out here,” the gal at the park gas station said. She informed us there were two momma grizzlies in the area, each with a pair of cubs. Not something I wanted to run into unprepared. Since we planned on doing a little bit of hiking, we bought the can of spray. When I told my sister,  she said, “That’s nice. No worries, because you have the bear spray. But in all honesty, I’d be scared silly.” Although we, along with a park ranger and two-to-three dozen others, saw both grizzlies and their cubs on separate occasions (one was a bit to close to the campground) we never had to use the spray.

I laughed when we found the perfect T-shirt.

Seriously though, most bears typically avoid people and do not want to attack; they usually just want to be left alone. But we had the spray just in case.

Healthy fear can be a good thing, making us be smart, be prepared and be alert.

But destructive fear can be, well, destructive.

Unlike the bear, we have an enemy described as prowling around like a roaring lion, seeking someone to devour. We are told, “Stay alert! Watch out!” (1 Peter 5:8)

The enemy creeps in whenever there is an opportunity. He can slink in at night with whispers of fears that keep you awake. He can skulk into the hospital waiting room with murmurs of worry. He can hover about the cell phone as you wait for news. He pokes, he prods, he prowls, wanting to devour joy, hope, confidence and faith.

The Lord has not left us unprepared. He has given us what we need in an enemy encounter.  He tells us to be strong in Him and in his mighty power, to put on the his full armor, so that we can take our stand against the devil’s schemes. (Ephesians 6:10-11)

He has given us his Word as a can of enemy spray. When the enemy comes in with fears, worries and anxieties, we spray him with God’s word, standing firm in God’s promises.

If we submit to God and resist the devil, he will flee. (James 4:7)

When we trust God, when our thoughts are fixed on him, he will keep us in perfect peace!  (Isaiah 26:3)

We can turn all of our anxieties over to God, because he cares for us. (1 Peter 5:7)

When we’re burdened with worries, God comforts us and fills us with joy. (Psalm 94:19)

When we’re worried and anxious, we’re to pray and tell God what we need and his peace will fill and protect our hearts. (Philippians 4:6-7)

When the enemy chases us, when he pursues and attacks us, when we are afraid, we can trust God, we can praise him for his promises, we can know he will deliver us. (Psalm 56:1-4)

And in the midst of the clouds of fear, anxieties and worries, the Lord will show off in unexpected ways.

He did so for me recently, he continues to do so and he will for you as well.

 

 

 

 

 

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